Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Round 2!!!!!!!!

You guessed right!!!! Here comes round number two. I registered for my second half-marathon. This time I'm running in Los Angeles. You heard it right. LA!!!!!!! Who wants to join me in the LA Rock N' Roll Half-Marathon on October 24th?

I invited PangChee and Sam to join me on the run, but it looks like they won't be able to make it. My trainer Saul will be running with me and maybe even possibly my former trainer Paul Joseph. I'm super excited and have started training again. I'm working out more intensily at the gym and just picked up running again since the last half-marathon. I have new goals and have no doubt I will be able to beat my time of 2 hours and 34 minutes. I'm pushing for 2 hours, but will take 2:33.

I ran my first 3 mile this week. My legs are pretty stiff, but I'm confident with time I will get even stronger. I was breathing pretty hard by the end of the run, but that is expected. It feels good to be out running again.

I also started weight training this week. It might all be in my head, but my arms and legs look better. My workouts at the gym are killers, but I'm willing to take the pain. It'll only make me stonger and improve my game.

For all you runners, keep pushing hard! Happy running!!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Friday, July 9, 2010

YES WE DID!!! CHANGE IS POSSIBLE!!!

It was an extraordinary run...absolutely breath taking. The energy, the scenery, the people...AMAZING! The challenge of the body and mind and the power of an individual to push themselves through pure physical and mental exhaustion. Three words..."YES YOU CAN."

I'll be honest, I didn't have any goals set for myself for the marathon. I simply wanted to cross that finish line. I knew it was going to be hard. My body and mind was not ready and I knew that I didn't train as hard as I could have. I wasn't sure which interval to do...1 mile run with 1 minute walk or 2 mile run with 1 minute walk...I was clueless. One thing I knew for sure, I was not going to run the whole 13.1 mile. Doubt took over and I feared that I was not strong enough. So to make things easy and non-stressful, I decided to go with the flow. I'll run, I'll walk, and I'll rest as needed, but I will cross that finish line!

We woke up at 4am and had a warm hearty breakfast. I had rice, sausages, and eggs. Sorry folks, I can't live without my rice! We took our vitamins, down our water, and headed out to our destination. By the time we got there and parking was done with, we had 12 minutes left before the race started. We rushed over, grabbed our place in line, one more encouraging group hug, and the race started.

I took that first step, then the second, third, and I felt my body moving. I saw the people, the runners, and the excitement growing. I decided to keep pace with Hua. Runners were passing us, but we kept at a steady pace. After ten minutes of running, I can feel my body heating up. I needed a cool down and my prayers was answer! Rain came stumbling down on us and we ran with the rain! It has been a long time since I felt that feeling of total carefree freedom! It felt as if the rain washed away the troubles, stress, and the chains of responsibilities. I felt the rain dancing upon my skin, the pavement moving under me, and I heard my own laughter of pure enjoyment. For once, I felt like me again. It was an amazing feeling.

Mile 5! YES! the furthest I've ran non-stop and we did it in 59 minutes! I was excited! We hi-5 each other and saw other teams cheering each other on. I decided to run another mile before taking a walk break. Then mile 6 came...nope, still feeling good, going one more mile before walk break. The 1st hill arrived, I paced myself and made it up and came down. Mile 7, still good, not resting just yet. 2nd hill, not too bad:-) Then mile 8 came with a vengeance... the 3rd hill...OH MY LORD! Help me up this hill! This hill was the boogie man and it was ready to eat all of us alive. My original plan of attack was to surrender and walk up this monster, but I changed my mind at the last minute. I laughed at that monster of a hill who knows why, maybe from exhaustion or from the anticipation of this hill. All I know is making good light of the situation ease the tension of running up this hill. Hua and I kept at a steady pace and stormed up the hill nice and steady. Other runners were walking up and cheering us on! We made it! Yes we did! And the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow was... WATER!!! Good and delicious hydrating water! Yes I made it up the hill, and yes, it took my breath away. We steady ourselves and ran at a comfortable pace again.

By mile 9 or 10, I felt my knees. I felt the ache kicking in, but at this point I have already decided to run the whole way through. Why not right? I'm so close to the finish line. If I take that walk break, that would have been it. It would have been too easy for me to give up. So I didn't and I ran and ran and ran a bit longer. From Mile 9 to 12 it was a blur to me. It was mentally and physically challenging. All I know was that my arms and legs kept moving. By Mile 12, I was so ready to get this race done with. All that I could think about was the finish line. Reaching that finish line meant rest for my legs and water. Then something happend. I don't know what happened next, but I felt a burst of energy and I used that to finish the last half mile. Seeing that 13 mile mark, I told myself, "Yes! It's almost over. I have to concentrate, I have to keep moving, so close, don't give up!" The crowds were cheering the runners on. To the left of me, I saw Hua's family. To the right, I saw a bicyclist cheering the runner in front of me on. And to the front of me, what I have been pushing and challenging myself for the last 13 miles....the FINISH line! So close, so close, so close! Then I heard them call my name and I knew...Yes I I DID IT!!!! I've crossed the finished line!!!

I ran the whole 13.1 and I clocked in at 2:33:27. I am very happy with the outcome. Many doubted me. Many assumed that I will quit. Even made me doubt myself. They were shocked to hear that I finished and ran the whole 13 miles. No congrats, no good job, no support. It's disappointing, but it's alright. My biggest supporters were my babies. They supported me from the beginning to the very end and I love them! Oh, one more who did supported me, you know who you are, Thank you for you kindness!!! Thank you Hua and Sam for running with me.

This has been an incredible journey, and it is not the end, but only the beginning. I am thankful that my first race has brought on so many different elements to this challenge. Rain, hills, humidity, and gloomy clouds. I wouldn't wish for anything different. It was perfect! And to have ran it with such wonderful friends, even better!!!

I'm still in recovery zone...4 days, 4 miles, only 9 more days to go! I'll see you on the road again!

~ Thanks to all!!!
Pang

Thursday, July 8, 2010

We did it!!!!!!!!! 13.1 miles completed!!!!!

I'm finally back in Los Angeles and had a wonderful vacation. PangChee and I both completed the half marathon and got clocked in. My friend Sam also ran with us and also got clocked in. I'm so proud of all of us.

I was excited the entire week prior to the marathon, but on Saturday, the day before the marathon I woke up with butterflies in my stomach. I was feeling nervous and anxious. PangChee and I went to the running store in Minneapolis on Saturday to get some GU gels. I also bought a running short and shirt. Thank goodness for the GU, running short and shirt. Afterward, we went to Lake Harriet and ran 3 miles and that help calmed my nerves. We checked out the course map after the run. We were both shocked with the hills around mile 6-8. I have to admit, the hills did intimidate me, but I felt more confident after the run, but needed a pep talk. I called Saul later in the evening and he reminded me I did the work now all I had to do was run the marathon. Sam and I slept over at PangChee's to make sure we all got up in time and ate a good, healthy breakfast in the morning in order to fuel our bodies for the run. I had all my clothes, GU gels and GPS Garmin ready for the morning. Saul told me to have everything ready and prepare so I wouldn't be in a rush the next day. My side started to hurt after breakfast and I was trying to shake it off. My nerves were getting the best of me, but I knew I had to focus in order to complete the run.

We headed out to Saint Anthony Park around 5:30 am and arrived roughly around 5:55 am. Parking was chaotic and I could feel the panic start to kick in. I wanted to have enough time to stretch and get in a few sprints to get the body moving. The weather forecast predicted rain and it indeed rained on us. It rained the prior night and I could still feel the mist and dew in the air. There were 3,000 runners at the event. I was feeding off the vibes and energy of the people. Music and chatter of excitement echoed throughout the park. The comaraderie from the running community continues to amaze me. All three of us gave each other a hug and gave each other last words of encouragement: "Yes, we can."

Time just flew by and before I knew it I heard the horn sound off. The fast runners were in the front. I was towards the middle to the back. I had a plan that Saul mapped out for me to follow. Start at a comfortable pace and keep it there until after 6 miles, then if I felt like it pick up the pace. Prior to the race, I told myself I would run at a 12 minute mile pace. I could feel the energy in the air and could feel my body wanting to start fast, but I held back and knew that would hurt me in the end. This was my race and I worked hard to get here. I took a deep breath and looked at my GPS Garmin to make sure my pace was on point. Not more than 5 minutes into the run, it started to rain. I was thankful for the rain. For the first time, I felt like a true runner. It fueled the runner in each one of us. I kept in mind what Saul told me "Be one with the weather." My friends and companion runners beside and in front of me were invigorated by the rain and welcomed the challenge. There were many supporters along the course of the run. Friends and families of the runners supported all the runners by cheering them on with words of encouragement.

I remember hitting the one mile marker, then 3 miles, and the next thing I knew I was at mile 6. I knew the hills were coming and took a deep breath and tackled each hill at a slower pace and remembered to lean forward, breathe and pump the arms. The last hill at mile 8 hit me hard, my breathing got heavy for the first tine during the marathon. I knew I had to slow down my breathing if I wanted to continue the run non-stop. By mile 9 I finally caught my breath and felt my second rush. I looked at my watch and my pace was on point as well as my time. My plan was to pick up the pace at 10 minutes by the 10th mile. I had 30 minutes left to beat my personal time of 2 hours and 30 minutes. My legs started to cramp at mile 11.5 and I knew I had to slow down if I wanted to continue running non-stop. I could taste the finish line as I approach mile 12. All I had left was 1.1 mile to reach my goal. I could hear the cheers in the background and the words of encouragement from the supporters "Keep it up. You only have 1.1 mile left. You have it. It's in the bag." I could see the Finish banner and hear the chatter of voices and music playing in the background. I picked up my pace and booked the last 0.50 mile and heard my sister and family cheer my name. I looked to my left and my family were there to see me finish. My little nieces made signs for me. I heard my name announced on the intercom as I crossed the finished line. I was emotional and could feel the tears start to swell up. I did it!!!!!! Th training and hard work paid off. PangChee greeted me and we both gave each other a huge hug. I finished in 2 hours and 34 minutes. PangChee and I went to meet my family. I could see tears at the corner of my dad's eye. I could see my mom and sister were proud of me. I hugged my entire family. We had one more runner coming in: Sam. PangChee and I went back to the finish area and waited for her to finish. All three of us gave each other a hug and found food. We finally were able to take our team photo and left the event. I never imagined in a million years I would run a half-marathon. For the first time, I truly feel like an athlete. I now have bragging rights: I'm a marathon runner.

Thank you all for reading my blog and supporting me. I appreciate all those who have shared this journey with me. My success is certainly not shared alone but with each and everyone of you. Thank you Saul for believing in me and turning me into an athlete and taking me to the finish line. I hope I made you proud. Paul Joseph for taking me through the first part of my journey. Thank you to PangChee and Sam for supporting me and running with me. I love you both. Thank you Dr. Korman, Bridgette, Mel and the entire staff for being so supportive. Of course, my family and friends for loving me.

For all those who didn't think it was possible, I'm living proof that it is. A year and 4 months ago I weighed 227 lbs and today I weigh 138 lbs mobile and athletic. Yes, you can. Change is Possible!!!!

Keep moving and pushing forward. I'm looking forward to my next marathon in October. Who wants to join me?

Much love,
Hua-

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Friday, June 25, 2010

Hua's almost home... YIPPEE!!!!

We gathered with family last night and we went on a run on a trail that my sister found. Nice & smooth + small hills + breezy + sun protection + no traffic = perfect running trail and biking for the kids!!! Plus there's a little bonus feature at the end of the trail...a playground for the kids to get loose and wild!!! The trail is 3.1 miles long so I ran/walk a total of 6 miles last night!!! Just found out that we have a few trails out where we live. I'll have to check them out this summer. I'm so excited about this new discovery!!!

Last night I said to my sister "Humm..it seems like there's many people exercising this year?" And she said, "No Pang, there's always been people exercising. The only difference this year is that you are out here with the people exercising." Her answered cracked me up, but it's so true!!! I am so glad I decided to make a change this year to my heath. I am now a non-smoker (8 months baby!!!), I have cut down on my alcohol tremendously, and I can run and breath again. I have a long way to go still, but I'm not afraid to make the changes that are needed to become the person that I was meant to be.

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear... And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear is gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.” - Frank Herbert

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Sorry...my bad...

It's been a while since the last time. Nothing much as changed on my end, I've been pulling 2 miles at least 3 times per week since last time. I know my mileage is very low, but I promise I'll do better going forward. I was hit with a mid-life crises. Still trying to recover from the blow and trying to stay and be positive. I found some inspiring quotes which gave me faith and hope. It's so simple but so true. Here's one of my favorites.

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:5-6

Running....quick recap.
Mon- 2 miles
Tue - 2 miles
Wed - 2 miles

Hua - I'm proud of you! I can't wait to see you in 2 days! It'll be nice to have someone to run with! I'll see you very soon!!!

~Pang

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

10 days!!!!

10 more days!!! I can not believe it. I've been extremely busy at work trying to get things done before my vacation. I've been getting home extremely late, but still managed to make it to the gym. I'm shock to see how busy the gym is at freakin' 10 pm. The past two nights I've been getting home from the gym close to midnight. I don't want to make any excuses to skip out on my workouts. I'll be leaving in a little bit to go to the gym. Thursday and Friday I have my evening run with Saul.

I remember when PangChee and I were just thinking up the marathon. Next thing we knew, we signed up. Now the marathon is right around the corner. I'm pump and excited and can not wait to see everyone and complete the marathon.

Keep moving!

Much love,
Hua-

Sunday, June 20, 2010

13 more days!!!!!

I can not believe there is only 13 more days left before the marathon. I have 5 more days until I see my family and friends. I'm super excited for my trip!!!!!!! Just a quick recap.

Saturday: D DAY!!! I warmed up with a 2 mile run. Completed two miles of drills. D Day is mentally challenging, but physically and mentally rewarding. I completed the session with a mile run. That's a total of 5 miles.

Sunday: RAN 7 MILES!!!!!!!!!! Go me!!!!!! Do I need to say more????!!!!!!

Keep moving!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Thursday, June 17, 2010

16 more days!!!!!

Can you believe it???? 16 more days until the half-marathon. One more week until I go home to visit my family and friends. I haven't been posting on a regular basis because I've been working out late at night and I'm pretty much exhausted by the end of the night. I'm feeling much better this week. I'm quite shock to see how busy it is at the gym late at night. Let me give you a quick recap.

Monday: 30 minute elliptical, 45 minute treadmill, and 30 minute bike
The workout kicked my butt, but I was determine to finish. If I don't cross train, I can't run. I have no choice but to keep up with my workouts at the gym. I was drenched by the end of the night. I sweat a lot. It's pretty disgusting, but at least I know I'm working.

Tuesday: 30 minute elliptical, 30 minute treadmill, and 30 minute bike
Every once in a while you get a nice kick and I definitely had a great workout on Tuesday. I forgot to mention that I finally increased my pace to 5.3 this week. Usually I'm running at a 4.9 pace. I tend to run faster when I run outdoors than when I run indoors. Strange????? Tuesday's workout felt awesome. My legs felt strong and my breathing was on point. It's been a while since I've had a great workout.

Wednesday: 30 minute bike, 40 minute treadmill, and core work
What goes up must come down... How is it possible to be on a all time high and then the very next day you crash? It took all the mental power in me to stay focus and positive. I kept chanting positive mantras: Yes you can and Yes you will.

Today, I ran with Saul for 5 miles. It took 58 minutes to complete. It felt good to finally finish a LONG run since my set back from last week. I definitely was breathing, but it felt good to pump the heart and get the oxygen flowing. I'm proud of my 5 miles.

I'm super excited about the half-marathon. Bring it on! I can not wait for my vacation. I need to give a shout out to the LAKERS!!!!!!! Go LAKERS!!!!!!

What keeps me motivated? Clothes!!!!!!!! I know I'm shallow. LOL!!!!! I always see the same girls at the gym and they are ripped. That keeps me motivated. The marathon keeps me motivated. Friends and family keep me motivated. Above all, the RESULTS keep me motivated.

Hope you all are moving!!!! Keep pushing hard!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Monday, June 14, 2010

Monday, 06/14/10

I'm so sorry for not checking in sooner. I was in recovery mode last week. I backed off on the training. I took it very easy at the gym and my running sessions. I ran with Saul last Thursday for 3 miles and the run kicked my @ss. I took Friday off and just walked for 45 minutes. On Saturday, I ran 2 miles for my warm up, did drills which almost killed me, and cool down with 1.5 mile run. On Sunday, I ran 3 miles and I was done. I was super sore on Sunday by the afternoon, but still managed to walk in my neighborhood for 45 minutes.

I went to the gym today and did 30 minutes on the elliptical, 40 minutes on the treadmill and 20 minutes on the bike. I just got back 15 minutes ago and it's late. I'm so sorry for the short update.

Keep moving!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Getting Closer

Let me check in. On Wednesday I ran on the treadmill for 45 minutes at a 4.5 pace and biked for 30 minutes. It was an easier workout session. I was tired from Tuesday's workout. I met Saul on Thursday and ran 5 miles in 47 minutes and ran again on Friday for 4 miles. I felt pretty good on Thursday's run, but on Friday the run kicked my @ss. I didn't get enough sleep Thursday night and woke up early on Friday and ran in the morning and again in the evening. Saturday was my choice. I was drained. I was only able to stay on the treadmill for 30 minutes and called it quits. My body is shutting down. I can feel it. I've been super tired and slept all day yesterday after my workout and still managed to sleep that night. I met Saul today and we ran 2 miles and did some drills. We took it easy since I'm not feeling well. I'll still continue to train, but not at the same intensity level until I check in with my doctor. I'm so sorry for the short blog. I'm still tired and my body needs some rest.

Keep moving! The marathon is right around the corner and I'm excited. I've put in the work and know that I will complete the race.

Much love,
Hua-

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Wk 12: Thursday, June 3, 2010

My house is half way done at least. My pipes are fixed. Yay no more leaks! My wall is built. Yay no more closet door! My downstairs is finally painted! Yay no more ugly red! Half way done baby! Next job is to get the kids room done so that they can have a place to sleep comfortably. That means I'm in a serious fight with some ugly blue flower wall papers. Time to get ugly and start peeling!

Week 12...30 days left...Lord help me get through the next 30 days!!! Lets see...Monday 2 miles, Tuesday 2 miles, and Wednesday was sad...I didn't get to run around my favorite "lets hook up" lake. It was the last day of Awana at church for my kids so I had to attend their award assembly. Mama has to be there for her babies! :-) Tonight...not sure how the run will be like. I like to go with the flow. So we'll just have to see.

So the other night I was watching "20/20" and they had an episode on "SuperHumans". There was this guy who ran 50 marathons in 50 days!!! Amazing! I want to be like him!!! Fit, strong, and man, I want the endurance! I was impressed and motivated!!!

Till next time, keep running Hua!!! You go with your bad fearless self!!! Love you girl!!!
~Pang

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

32 days left

I'm so sorry for not checking in sooner. I've been so busy with guests in town for the past two weeks, but I maintained my training schedule. Go Hua! Last Friday I met with Saul and ran 4 miles. On Saturday I walked for 6 hours. My sister and her friend shopped and we walked. I met Saul on Sunday and warmed up with a mile run and drills. After the drills, Saul and I ran our very own 5K race. I ran my best time in 30 minutes and 36 seconds. It's not quite under 30 minutes but close enough. My sister's friend decided to run with us on Sunday. I thought for sure she would finish with us from start to finish. Never judge a book by its cover. If someone was to look at the both of us, they would have probably bet their money on my sister's friend. I realized that day that being skinny has nothing o do with your fitness level. She completed the warm up run and drills with us, but after two laps into the 5K run, she gave up. Although I didn't make it under 30 minutes, I felt pretty good being able to finish. I was proud of my sister's friend too. I was her three months ago and look at me now. It's quite amazing to see the progress. Guess what????? My sister and her friend was impressed with my dedication and are going to start running when they get back home. I got a text from my sister's friend and she wants to run the half marathon next month. It gives her one month to train, but she was inspired. She's looking for a babysitter so she can run with me on July 4th. It's pretty awesome knowing that I inspire someone. It was an aha moment.

It's late. I got back from the gym at 10:30 pm. I ran on the treadmill for 45 minutes at a 4.9 pace, 30 minutes on the elliptical and 35 minutes on the bike. Yes, I'm super tired and spent almost two hours at the gym. I feel pretty darn good right now. There was a lady next to me on the treadmill who started at the same time I did and I peaked over at her pace and she was running at a pace of 4.6 and had to stop between the run. I ran on the treadmill for 45 minutes and she finally gave up after 40 minutes. She kept looking at my time and pace like she was competing against me. I didn't stop the entire time and outlasted her. I had two non-scale victories back to back.

Keep pushing hard!

Much love,
Hua-

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

5 mile run!!!!!

I've been bloated this entire past week. Guess what???? I ran 5 miles tonight in 56 minutes. I'm not going to lie. It was tough. My legs were tired. I was trying to keep a steady breathing rhythmn. My breathing was quite hard towards the beginning of the run, but it eventually got better. I was able to carry a conversation and that only means I'm getting stronger. I'm thankful the hard work is paying off. I'm proud of the 5 miles. Why? I wasn't feeling my best, but I pushed through it and felt damn good afterward. I challenged myself mentally. That's the one thing I struggle with the most. I have to prepare myself mentally everyday before my workouts and runs. Believe in yourself and know that you can!!! Yes I can and I will. Change is possible!

Keep pushing hard!

Much love,
Hua-

Week 11: Wed, May 26, 2010

I don't know what's wrong with me. I need to get out of this rut hole that I'm in and get back to business. 38 days left and I have no time for an emotional breakdown! Okay time to kick some arse and get myself back in the game!!!

Week 11...my focus is on my house and not my running. My house is in total chaos right now. I can't concentrate, even if I wanted. I can't breathe in all the mess.
Hopefully I can get my house in order by this weekend. In the mean time, I'll try to do my usual 2 mile right. Not what I should be doing now, but that's all I can add on top of my schedule this week.

~ Pang

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tuesday, 05/25/10

I'm so sorry for not checking in sooner. What has happened since I last blogged???? I ran the 5K last Sunday in 31 minutes and 45 seconds. I should be happy since that is my best time, but actually I'm still trying to get over the fact that I walked for 2 1/2 minutes. I started the 1st mile very strong. I didn't check my watch, but Saul said I finished the 1st mile in 9 minutes and 8 seconds. I felt light headed at the 1 1/2 half mile marker. My breathing was hard and I couldn't breathe. At least I felt like I couldn't breathe. I've been racking my brain what I could have done to have completed the run under 30 minutes. Lots of things ran through my head: I didn't eat a good breakfast; I ate Thai food the night before; I didn't drink enough water in the morning; I let the heavy breathing scare me, and etc. Prior to the run, I was pumped. I worked hard and my euthusiasm level was high all week. Then came the day of the race and I was trying to pump up my euthusiasm. The venue and turn out was quite small compared to the other races I ran in the past. There were probably less than a 100 people running the race. I got frustrated looking for the place. It was held at Balboa Lake Park and finding the exact location was a scavenger hunt. I was trying to shake off the feeling, but just couldn't. I keep thinking perhaps that's what threw my game off. I was extremely disappointed and upset with myself. I also felt like I let Saul down. He's been so helpful and encouraging. I'm his athlete and I wanted to celebrate my success with him.

On Sunday I met with Saul and ran 2 miles at a pace of 14 minutes and completed the workout with drills. My legs were sore from the day before.

My workouts these past two days have been tough. I ended up the gym late at night to complete my long workout. I'm need to stop using negative words because they are starting to affect my results. I take back the "long workout." I had a great workout on Monday.

Today I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes and biked for another 30 minutes. I just finished some CORE work. I'm super tired and bloated and will be getting my monthly flow soon. I apologize if this is too much information. It harder to run when Aunt Flow is in town. Please don't visit until after Sunday. I'm running anther 5K with Saul and want to complete it in 30 minutes.

Pang, please check in. How's the training. We have 38 days left until the half marathon. I plan to bring my A game.

Keep pushing forward.

Much love,
Hus-

Friday, May 21, 2010

Week 10: Fri, May 21, 2010

I set up my alarm clock incorrectly last night, so I woke up late this morning. So no morning run for me, which only means tonight will be a tougher workout. Last night I ran another 4 miles and I ran it in 51 minutes. One minute improvement!!! Now if only I can run those 3 miles at Phalen again! All those hills...arghhh not fun when you're not strong enough. Maybe I'll take that challenge again this weekend.

I think it's finally time for a new pair of shoes. My shoes gave me a nice looking blister from last night's run. Time to go shopping this weekend. Hua, how do you like your shoes?

Hua, Good luck with the 5K tomorrow!!!! Call me and tell me your time! Oh yeah, take lots of pictures! Go HUA!!!

~ Pang

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Thursday, 05/20/10

Yesterday I ran with Saul and Karla for 3 miles. It took me 33 minutes! It's okay. It was a good run. I love the additional support. It keeps me motivated. Although I wasn't feeling my best, Saul said I didn't look too bad.

I ran 2 miles this morning and another 2 miles later in the evening. It's extremely late and I have to get up extra early tomorrow for my morning run. I'll write more over the weekend after my 5K run.

Hope you all are moving!

Pang, I love your kids! Yes you can and you will!

Much love,
Hua-

Week 10: Thurs, May 20, 2010

I love my babies. They are so supportive and sweet. So here's their little story, last night I was working out to my video and I'm dying and sweating up a storm. I said "Mama, can't do this, I'm quitting". My Scorpio Katelyn goes, "Mom, you better not quit, you better not be a quitter, like so and so." Then my little protector Kaizer tells me "Mom, you don't have to do that exercise, I'll help you do it. I'll hold your legs for you." They're so sweet! With their words of encouragement I was able to get through most of the video. The funniest part was afterwards, I was trying on my new pants and of course my tummy is my biggest issue all thanks to a very unhealthy life style. So Katelyn comes up and tells me, "See Mom, if you didn't quit that exercise, your tummy wouldn't be so fat." LOL! I have to say I love her honesty. She tells me how it is! And you know what, she is so right! I can't be a quitter!

My run last night was a disappointment. I should have pushed it all the way through, but I couldn't. I ran 2 miles only and walked for 1 mile. Phalen is tough. I'll do better next time, that's a promise! So this morning, I finally pulled my morning run! It was tough, but I did it and that's all I care about! 2 miles=25 minutes. I will improve on my time. I'll work harder!!!

~ Pang

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Week 10: Wed, May 19, 2010

I'm trying to get back into the game here...slowing but surely. Monday evening I ran 4 miles in 52 minutes. I'm a slow runner, but I'm not disappointed. I'll work harder. Tuesday evening was a busy night for us. By the time I was able to go out for a run it was already 8:30 which only gave me 30 minutes to run before the sun sets. I ran 2.5 miles that night. Tonight is church night, so that's my 3 mile at the lake. Looking forward to the run, but not the amount of people I'll have to run around. ARggghh...people please, if you're planning to come out to the lake and exercise, walk, run, whatever the deal is, please leave your heels and umbrella's at home! If you're planning to look pretty and find a mate at the lake, please move to the side, so other's can pass. My goodness...that's Phalen for you.

With only 45 days left I have to up my game. My biggest problem is finding the time. This week I have not gone out for any morning runs, which is a no no. I'll need to incorporate that routine back in. I'll be adding strength and core exercises into my training as well. Just have to figure out how to squeeze this in. I need more time and two of me!

Hey Hua, we need a new picture of us!

~ Pang

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Tuesday, 05/18/10

Let me check in. I drove down to Oceanside on Sunday and had a great day with my cousin and baby niece. We shopped for 7 hours straight. Seriously!!!!! Guess what????!!!!! I could find clothes in every single store!!!!!! That was the best feeling in the whole world. I even felt skinny!!!!!!!!!! My confidence level has definitely sky-rocketed since running. I'm walking with SWAGGGER!!!!!! LOL!!!! That was a great workout with the walking, but I wanted a more intense workout. After eating, my cousin and I ran to the beach. I ran with my little niece in the stroller for 2.5 miles and walked the other 0.50 mile. I was sweating up a storm, but I'm so glad I did it.

I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes and cycled on the bike for another 30 minutes on Monday night. Although I was tired and my body was sore from the previous week and weekend workouts, I completed my workout for that day.

Tonight, I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes at a 4.9 pace and finish the last 5 minutes at a 5.3 pace. Woo baby I worked out a sweat. I was drenched by the end of the 30 minute run, but I wasn't finished. I still had to complete the 30 minute elliptical workout. I finished strong and felt so good. I can't even explain to you how good I feel right now. I just got home 20 minutes ago and need to start on my CORE workout. I'm going to do that while I watch the Biggest Loser. The final four contestants are running a marathon. I can not wait for my marathon!!! I'm focused on the 5K run this Saturday. Bring it on!

Keep pushing hard!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Monday, May 17, 2010

Week 10: Mon, May 17, 2010

Week 9...unproductive again. I'm slowing falling off track and I can feel the down fall. Not a good feeling. I need to stay away from all of the negative energy that I surround myself in. I've been doing good, but then this negative old "Pang" came back and snuck up on me this weekend. Honestly it was my fault. I know better and should be making better choices for myself. The choices I make clearly effects the outcome of my life. Time to hop back on the positive train and leave all of this negativity behind. That life ended a long time ago. A new beginning has been waiting for me to unfold. I have to be strong enough to embrace it, love it, and hold on to it. I will work hard this week! I know God will walk beside me through my troubles....In return,I shall learn how to walk with him as well.

~Pang

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Ran my first 6 miles non-stop!!!!!!

Yes, you heard it right. I ran my first 6 miles non-stop tonight in 1 hour 14 minutes and 33 seconds!!!!!! This run was easy compared to my run this morning at Balboa Lake. Why? There were no hills and it was later in the evening. My body is used to running later at night. The track was smooth and had no dips or hills. It was constant all the way around which made the run that much easier to complete. I only wish all my runs were this easy. Tonight was my long run and I did it!!!!!!

I downloaded my time since using the Garmin watch and this week I ran a total of 20.10 miles and that does not include the miles I ran at the gym. Woohoo!!!!! I only hope the course at the marathon is this smooth!!!!! The training is coming along and the hard work is paying off.

OMG!!! I forgot to add that the entire time I was running there was a vendor at the field selling hot dogs wrapped in bacon. She also had grilled onions and green peppers to go on the side with mustard and mayo. The smell was intoxicating. No, I did not get a hot dog, but it was sure tempting. On the other side a man was selling roasted corn with butter, parmesan cheese and hot pepper. On top of that there were people bbqing. Pure torture!! LOL!!!!

Keep moving and I will too!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

49 Days Left!!!!!!!!!

I can not believe how fast the marathon is approaching. 49 Days left!!!!! I'm excited for the marathon and the 5K run next Saturday!!!!! This will be my 3rd 5K run to date. Can you believe it??????????!!!!!!!

I ran 2 miles yesterday in the morning and another 2 miles in the evening. My work place had Mexican Potluck. I didn't eat a lot but the choices weren't as healthy. I'm not going to beat myself up. Guess what else???? I stepped on the scale and weigh 145 lbs!!!!!!! I'm 10 lbs away from my first goal weight. The vitamins and water have also improved. I'm not drinking as much coffee anymore because I'm drinking more water. Funny, huh???

This morning I woke up and ran at Balboa Lake. I did another 5K by myself (3.2 miles). It took me 34 minutes. I'm not going to let the time get to me. I finished and that's what matters. I have to put things in perspective. Two months ago I would not have been able to do this and to have progress this far is an amazing accomplishment. Yes, I can say I'm a runner now and am training like an athlete. I always feel refresh after my runs and workouts. The endorphins starts to kick in and I feel like I'm on cloud 9. That's the best feeling. I never imagined in a million years that I would be doing this. It's amazing what the body will do when your mind allows you to believe in yourself.

I'm going for another run in the evening to finish my workout for today. Keep pushing forward.

Pang, I'm so glad you checked in. Keep running and I will too. Stay positive! Yes you can and you will.

Much love,
Hua-

Friday, May 14, 2010

Friday: May 14, 2010

I miss running. Seriously, I miss my morning runs, my evening runs...I mean yes, I've physically missed my runs, but emotionally I miss running. Can't wait to get back out tonight!!! The sun is out today, finally my goodness. Two long weeks of cold wet rain! And yes, I did get rained on going out on one of my morning run. Word is the Sun is planning to be nice and stick around MN until Sunday morning, then rain and more rain again. ARgghhh...Hua, send some of your California sun up north to MN! We need some loving here too!

Here's a quick recap of my week:

Mon: 2 mile a.m.
Tue: 2 mile a.m.
Wed: sick - not good.
Thu: sick - in recovery.

~ Pang

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Thursday, 05/13/10

Yesterday I was at the gym until 10:15 pm. Yes, it would have been easy to skip out, but that would defeat the whole purpose of this blog. I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes at a 4.6 pace and ran the last 10 minutes at a 5.0 pace. That's a total of 40 minutes on the treadmill. I was drenched in sweat. Normally I can run a mile in 12 minutes and 30 seconds, but I just barely made 3.2 miles by the end of the run. That left me thinking if the distance on the machine was correct. I moved to the elliptical machine and did that for 30 minutes and finished with the bike for 20 minutes. I was done for the night. Although it was late when I finished, I'm thrilled that I stayed committed and stayed on target.

This morning I woke up at 5:15 am and ran 2 miles. It was cold and my body was not awake. I was breathing hard and got winded pretty quick. Towards the end of mile one I could feel my body waking up and my legs coming to life. It took me 22 minutes and 44 seconds to complete the 2 mile run. I met Saul in the evening and ran another 2 miles. For some reason, I thought my breathing would get better and the heavy breathing would just magically disappear. I'm thankful for the conversation I had with him. He eased my mind about the heavy breathing. Most likely I will continue to breathe heavy until a year out of training. He says it's okay to breathe heavy. That's the whole point to running. It's not easy. It's hard work. I was starting to feel like something was wrong with me. I'll continue to push through the pain. It's all mental and I will continue to stay positive and not let anything negative bring me down. Yes, I'm looking forward to the next 5K run next Saturday. You know what???? There's nothing to be scared or worried about. I've put in the work and I will run it under 30 minutes.

Keep pushing hard!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Tuesday, 05/11/10

I'm in recovering mode. Yesterday I had a light workout. I ran on the treadmill for 30 minutes and did 50 sit ups using the ball. This has been the easiest workout to date. Thank you Saul for letting me rest. Today, I did 30 minutes on the treadmill and 30 minutes on the bike. I normally don't like the bike, but it wasn't so bad.

My next 5K Run is on May 22nd and I want to run it under 30 minutes. I get winded really fast and out of breath running at a 10 minute pace. How do I overcome this? I'll just have to push harder at the gym. Last week, I worked hard at the gym and when I met Saul to run, I was still out of breath. I try to keep things in perspective: running on a treadmill is completely different than running outdoors. Why is it so much harder running outdoors? I'll just have to keep moving. Yes, I can and I will. Please send me positive energy.

I took all my vitamins today and am still working on the water. I'm getting better. I'll continue to work at it.

Hope you all are moving and are meeting your goals. I have less than two months before the marathon, but it's looking more and more realistic.

Much love,
Hua-

Monday, May 10, 2010

Monday: May 10, 2010

MN weather has been horrible and this week isn't going to be any better. Rain, rain, rain, and more rain. This is why I need to join a gym or buy a treadmill. Week 8 was a very unproductive week. I ran 2 miles on Tuesday and Thursday only, then I finally pulled my first ever non-stop 4 mile on Sunday!!!

I need to up my training going forward. I'll have to work on that goal. This morning I went for a 2 mile morning run. I thought for sure it was going to rain on me, but it didn't. Cross my fingers it won't rain later, because I would like to squeeze in another run. Rain, rain, go away!

~ Pang

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Revlon 5k 2010

It's been a busy week for me. I met Saul on Thursday and Friday. I think we ran 3 miles on Thursday and did some major core work. My stomach area was feeling it on Friday and Saturday. I love that feeling. On Friday, we ran another 3 miles and of course stretched and cool down. It was my easy run day since I was running the Revlon 5K on Saturday. Since running, I've been sleeping a lot better and guess what else?????? I can see the changes on my body. My stomach has gone down, my arms are getting slimmer, and I feel better. I still have a lot of work to do, but it's working. I'm happy with the results.

I woke up around 5:30 am on Saturday and made breakfast for my cousin and I before the run. She drove from Oceanside to support and also run. I'm so proud of her. It was a huge event compared to the Seal Beach 5K. There were different promoters, celebrity participation, and food. Yes, food!!!!! That was towards the end of the race. It was hot that day and the race didn't get started until after 9 am. It was an emotional day for lots of people. Getting to the start line was rough and there was a huge turn out, so trying to get a rhythm at the beginning was a lot harder than the last. I'm still an amateur and I'm learning how to glide and pass people. There were some people who just stepped right out in front of me and there was no way to stop the collision. That happened twice. My ankles took a beating trying to get around people. The weather made it that much harder. I worked through it and got to the finish line. My time was roughly 32 minutes!!! I remember I felt light-headed after the 5K run in Seal Beach, but not this time. I worked up a sweat and was breathing hard, but it only goes to show that the training is working and my endurance is getting better and will continue to get better.

I've been on track all week with the exercise, water, vitamins and training. Normally I have one day to rest, but not this week. After the 5K run, my cousin and I went to Santa Monica Beach and walked are butts off. I felt it in my legs, butt, calves and thighs. I felt it everywhere.

Although I was sore, I still worked out with Saul this morning. I knew today was drill day. Every time we do drills, I have to mentally prepare myself. I say a chant, "You are going to have a great workout. You're going to work hard. Yes, you can and you will." It helps me get through the training. I know everyone is at a different fitness level and to some people it might not be difficult, but it was for me. I don't even know how I managed to continue. My legs were tired and felt like they weighed a ton of bricks, but somehow my legs kept pushing. My mind was telling me "I can do this, just move your legs." Guess what? I did. Physically and mentally I was exhausted. I almost started to cry towards the end. This is no joke. I felt like I had no more to give, but somehow was able to do another drill until it was time to stop and cool down. I worked through the pain. Thank you Saul for pushing me and not letting me quit!!!!!!!!

It's been almost two months since I started training and the proof is in the pictures. Check out my arms. They look slimmer and my stomach. Wow! I'm amazed and literally did a double take when I saw the photos. Who's this skinny biatch????!!! ME!!!!! Keep pushing hard! Yes you can and you will!

Much love,
Hua-

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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wednesday, 05/05/10

I just wanted to check in. Yesterday, I went to the gym and ran 50 minutes and manage to do the bike for 25 minutes. I ran at an easy pace the first 10 minutes then kicked it up to 5.o and ran for another 10 minutes and repeated this until the 50 minutes was up. Today, I did the bike machine for 30 minutes and ran on the treadmill for 50 minutes. I didn't get the chance to do the eliptical machine. I was worn out by the end of the run. I got home around 8:30 pm and walked over to Walgreens to get some calcium chewables. I'm just having dinner right now. My stomach has been giving me issues, but Im hanging in there. I've been consciencious in regards to water and vitamins. I've been drinking water and taking my vitamins on a more consistent basis. I'm super tired and can't find enough energy to write more. Keep pushing forward!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Week 8: Wed, May 5, 2010

Sorry, I've been MIA for a few days, so I'll will try to keep this short. I had a great time at the women's retreat. I met some extraordinary women...women whom I would assume that I have nothing in common with. Women ranging from 90 years old to 18 years old...All of these beautiful strong hearted Hmong women coming there for one common goal. An opportunity to meet a friend, to make a new friend, and to bring oneself closer to God. Hearing their laughter's, their tears, their bravery, their part 1 & 2, and their pain of losing their lost loves. I am so proud of my Hmong sisters. The pain and heartache they've experience is nothing compare to the faith and love they have for Jesus. It was truly, truly a work of miracle only God have the power to do. Thank you Lord for all of your blessings.

In regards to my running...oh my goodness, have I ever been bad! I have been worn out since last Friday. On top of that, the retreat was double exhaustion!!! Fri - Mon I didn't run at all, then Tuesday I ran 2 miles a.m. only. I'll have to work and push myself harder this week. Goal is to hit that 30 min mark. Not just once, but every day. Good luck to me!

~ Pang

Monday, May 3, 2010

Monday, 05/03/10

I woke up this morning and my entire body ached from Sunday's workout. I'm pretty proud of myself. I warmed up by running a mile. That was the easy part. The second part of the training kicked my @ss, but I stayed positive and remained focus and managed to run the 400 meter on an average pace of 8 1/2 minutes. I ran a lap and walked around the track and repeated this 4 times. By the fourth drill, my legs were starting to feel like jello. Guess what? The last drill was my best time 7 minutes and 30 seconds. Go me!!!!! I finished the workout session with an easy pace 2 mile run.

Today, I ran on the treadmill for 45 minutes and cooled down for 5 minutes. During the middle of my run, the guy next to me stop my treadmill. He irriated the crap out of me. He finished his run and went to get paper towel to clean his station. The girl next to me jumped on his machine. She was literally already on the machine and he had the freakin' nerve to jump on back of her and attempted to clean the station. His butt hit the stop button on the side of my machine. I must have given him the dirtiest look, 'cuz he apologized for messing up my flow. I got my workout in and that's what matters.

Pang, how was the retreat? Exercise? Walk? Run? Check in!

Hope you all are moving!

Much love,
Hua-

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Sunday, 05/02/10

Guess what!!!! I got my Garmin Forerunner 305 on Friday. Who-hoo!!!! Now I can track my distance and time. I'm really excited to use it. I'll let you know how it goes.

I'm going to meet with Saul today and do drills. I just finished eating cereal and need to start drinking water. I wanted to give everyone a quick recap. I ran 4 miles on Friday and struggled with it. It's that time of the month. Did you know that can effect how you run? I had no idea. I was out of breath in the first mile. It was hard, but I pushed through it. We also did some core work. I' plan on doing them tonight before I hit the sack. I'll need to write it on paper, so I can hold myself accountable. I also ran 3 miles on Saturday morning. My right side started to hurt during the course of the run. Saul said it's probably because my form was off balance and I wasn't breathing correctly. Yes, I have bad form and will try to be more mindful when I'm walking and running. Stick your pelvis and chest out. Walk like you're the sh@t! I was hoping not to struggle as much on my long runs, but I finished and pushed through it. Next time it will be a lot better. I have to say running on sand and grass is a lot harder than running on concrete or a track. I get winded faster, my body gets tired faster, and my legs feel a lot heavier. It's a good thing that I am training on different types of terrain, so nothing will surprise me when I run the marathon.

I'll keep you posted after my workout today.

Keep pushing forward!

Much love,
Hua-

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Postive Thoughts = Positive Rewards

Saul forwarded this article to me. It not only will keep you motivated but hopefully it will also inspire you.

Picture Yourself in a Positive Light
-- By Mike Kramer, Staff Writer
If you put yourself in a positive frame of mind, you can accomplish anything. If you can clearly see your goal, see that it’s within your grasp, there’s nothing stopping you. That’s why surrounding yourself with positive images and visual reminders can be just what the doctor ordered.

You may already have an inner voice telling you that you can do it, that you can reach your goal. But sometimes, that inner voice could be distracted, a little discouraged or even intimidated. Sometimes, it lacks conviction. Sometimes, you need an external voice telling you the same thing, reinforcing your confidence and determination.

Think about what might happen without that positive reinforcement. Suppose you had a parrot sitting on your shoulder, cackling in your ear all day long that your efforts are useless, that you will never reach your goal. Or suppose that every day, you were faced with a taunting picture of you looking your god-awful, embarrassing worst. Sounds pretty discouraging, doesn’t it?

Surrounding yourself with negativity will drain the energy, life and hope right out of you like a leech. Seems pretty obvious, but too often, we allow these negative messages to seep through.

Thankfully, the opposite is just as true. One of the quickest ways to boost your spirits and keep motivation high is to keep a positive picture of your goal close by. A picture or other visual of your ultimate goal is a huge motivator. Having it around all the time is a voice of encouragement whispering in your ear, helping you stay focused on the prize and energized to overcome any obstacle.

Everyone runs into a wall at some point. You’re not alone if you feel discouraged. To keep it from happening, or to deal with it if it does, try these ideas:
  • Use positive images. Find a visual that shows why you want to get healthy in the first place, or what you’ll be doing after you reach your goal. A picture of your family, the new dress you want to wear, or a basketball.
  • Use positive words. Keep notes of encouragement with you or choose a few favorite inspirational words. You can get plenty of these words on the Message Boards.
  • Use positive books and movies. Watch and read positive things that show you what’s possible. Trade your favorites with friends. Find a hero and try to adapt their qualities to your journey.
  • Use positive quotes. Keep some inspirational quote books handy. They could give you that lift right when you need it most. Choose one as your personal motto and plaster it everywhere.
  • Use positive music. Let music that makes you feel good become the background theme of your life.
With a visual nearby, your goal is right there. It’s clear what you want. It’s clearly within your grasp. You have the power to reach out and just take it. Click Here

Thursday, 04/29/10

I didn't hear my alarm this morning and managed to run for 25 minutes in my neighborhood. I'm still waiting for the Garmin Forerunner 305 to come in. I'm going to say the run in the morning was 1.5 miles. It was probably more, but to be on the safe side, I'll leave it at 1.5. The hardest part was getting up, after that I was fine. I actually enjoyed the run in the morning and felt more alert and awake by the time I got to work. I even felt fine throughout the day probably because I'm sleeping better now.

It is cold and windy in Southern California, but I didn't let the weather stop me from running in the evening. I got to Balboa Lake/Park at 7:15 pm and the park was closing down. The ranger said I couldn't park inside but I could still run in the park as long as I parked on the street. I walked for the first 5 minutes and started to run. I started the run around Balboa Lake. It was much colder running around the lake. On top of the wind, I got attack by gnats. I refused to breathe through my mouth, otherwise I would have had a mouth full of gnats. At one point, my arms were flying everywhere trying to avoid them. Finally, I just decided to run the other pathways and finished after an hour. It felt good to finish. I'm going to average my run, 15 minutes per mile. That's a 4 mile run. I ended the night with leg stretches. Go Me!!!!!!!

Keep pushing hard!

Much love,
Hua-

Week 7: Thursday, April 29,2010

My body is tired. I need rest. Getting up this morning was difficult, but I did it. I ran 2 miles in 25 min. It was a very slow run because my body is so beat up tired. There will be no running tonight. I have a funeral to attend to. This weekend, I'm heading out to a women's retreat for church, leaving tomorrow morning and won't be back till Sunday afternoon. So plan is to go out for my morning run tomorrow and that may be it for week 7. Rumor has it, there's a gym there, if that's the case I'll sneak in a work out or two on Saturday. We'll see how it goes...

Recap:
Wed: 2 mile a.m. / 60 min Yoga / 3 miles p.m.

This is it, Till next time! I'll see you on Week 8!!!!

65 days and counting!

~Pang

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Wednesday, 04/28/10

I went to the gym and did my Tuesday workout. This morning I packed my gym clothes, gym lock and gym card. Guess what I forgot? My shoes!!!!!!!! It's so hard to go to the gym once you've made it home. I did 30 minutes of Pre-Core machine, 30 minutes on the Elliptical, and finished with a 20 minute run on the treadmill. I was not able to do the bike routine. I can not believe how busy the gym is late at night. I finished my workout at 10:05 pm. I know the gym workouts are important because it'll help build my cardio endurance which will enable me to run longer. I have a feeling I will be running close to or exactly 6 miles by the end of the week. I'm mentally preparing myself for the run. The long run isn't so bad when I can pace myself, but the drill exercise is the killer. Let me start now. "Hua, you can do it." So far this week I have run 5.5 miles. I'm schedule to run 2 miles tomorrow morning and plan to run another 3 miles after work.

I realized this morning that I'm only 13 lbs away from my first goal weight: 135 lbs. OMG! I can not believe it. That also motivated me to go to the gym. The clock is ticking. Pang and I have 66 more days 'til the marathon. Where did the time go????!!!!!!

Keep moving!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The Biggest Loser

I am watching the Biggest Loser and the contestants went to Dallas, Texas to inspire others to get moving. They went to different radio shows to promote the 5K run and asked the community to come out and run with them. I have to tell you, it's amazing to see how the show has inspire a nation to make a change. I didn't lose the 79 lbs overnight. I watched 4 seasons of the Biggest Loser to get to 79 lbs and I know it's probably going to take another season to get to my goal weight. There was a lady name CJ who ran on the Gray Team (Koli and Sam) and she was determined to finish the 5K. The last time she remember walking that distance was 31 years ago. Koli and Sam ran back to help her finish. I know what it feels like to be in her shoe. It warmed my heart to see the Gray Team run back and help her finish. I ran my first 5k a couple of weeks ago and my trainer Saul ran by my side from start to finish. He's been running most of his life and competes professional on a national scale and averages a mile in 4 minutes. To have him run at my pace not only inspires me, but gives me courage that change is possible if you believe and put in the work. I was so grateful to have his support. This episode on the Biggest Loser reminded me how far I've also come on this journey. I am humble for the body I have and the mobility I have gain since losing the 79 lbs. For all of you out there, keep pushing hard. Change is possible!

Much love,
Hua-

Tuesday, 04/27/10

Congrats Pang on the 3.5 miles!!!!! That's awesome. Keep it up!

I had a doctor's appointment today and took the day off from work. If only I could afford to retire right now, there would be so many things I could do and devote my time to. I woke up this morning and went for a 40 minute walk to start my day. I was not able to drink or eat anything in the morning since I was having some lab work done. I'll get my lab work results in another week or so, but my doctor said everything looked good. Guess what else? I weigh 148 lbs. That's a total of 79 lbs. Woo-hoo!!!!!!!! My original goal weight was 135 lbs, but I think 125 lbs sounds manageable. I'm getting close. I came home and had lunch. Lunch was quite boring: baked chicken breast. It took me forever to chew chew chew. I managed to keep the food down. I waited a while before hitting the gym for my workout. I'm an idiot. I did Wednesday's workout instead of Tuesday. I'll have to do Tuesday's workout tomorrow. For the first 3 minutes on the treadmill, I walked at a 3.2 speed and then started to run and increased my speed to 4.0, then after another five minutes, increased it to 4.2 and eventually stayed at 4.6 speed until the last 10 minutes. Drumroll please.....I ran the last 10 minutes at 5.0. Go me!!!! I haven't been able to hit 5.0, but today I did. It's only 10 minutes, but I'll take it. I finished off by slowing down the speed to 2.5 and walked for an additional 5 minutes. That's a total of 8 minutes walking and 48 minutes running. My legs felt like they were floating, but it was a good feeling. I plan to stay on track even if the food is boring. I'll need to find some interesting meal plans to keep me motivated. Keep moving and pushing forward!

I almost forgot....I signed up for another 5K run in Encino on May 22nd. This will be my second 5K run. I want to beat my time of 33:20. Wish me luck!

Week 7: Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Yes, I ran 3.5 miles non-stop last night!!! I'm not sure what my time was due to my stop watch going wacky on me, but I'm assuming my time was right around 40 minutes. Yay for me! One of my biggest problem are the beginnings of my run. I have such a difficult time pushing myself in the beginning, maybe due to the fact that I don't give my body enough time to warm up. I found that when I hit 7 to 10 minutes the run gets easier. By the time I hit about 15 minutes, my breathing gets better, my form is better, and my energy level is higher. Overall, I'm happy to hit the 3.5 mile mark!!!! Looking foward to 4 miles!

I ran 2 miles this morning. My time has improved by 1 minute, and I'll take it! Another 2 mile tonight!

FYI...my ankle feels better!

~ Pang

Monday, April 26, 2010

Week 7: Monday, April 26,2010

On Friday I wasn't able to pull the 3 mile that I was shooting for. It was a hard run that day. After a few minutes, my legs were aching and the stomach side ache crept up on me. I did pushed myself to run the 2 miles and completed the run in 25 minutes. Saturday and Sunday, I didn't run at all. I should have, but didn't. I gave into the laziness. Bad for me! Although I did realize that I miss the feel of running and felt as if something was missing all weekend. So that's a good sign right? Maybe Cupid's arrow finally hit?!?

Week 7 goals is to accomplish 30 minutes of running. Hopefully I can pull 3 miles within that time frame. I went for my 2 mile run this morning and will be pulling an evening run later. It feels awesome to be back road running again!

~ Pang

Sunday, April 25, 2010

5 mile run

I should be jumping for joy especially after running 5 miles. No, I've been eating crap all week and I felt like crap during and after the run. I should be able to run 3 miles without huffing and puffing, but today I struggled big time. My poor eating habits kicked my ass on the run today. I was breathing pretty hard by the 2nd and 3rd mile. I wasn't sure how I was going to finish the 4th mile. I can tell you, I slowed my pace from 13 minutes to 18 minutes. On top of my poor eating choices this week, I only ate a tangerine in the morning and had no energy. As of lately, my water in take has decreased. I was dehydrated, lacked energy and wore the wrong top. It is hot in Southern California. What the heck was I thinking wearing a thermal shirt? I was extremely hot and uncomfortable which made the run that much harder. I knew I was going to have to pay and I did. I don't plan to do that again. I made it through and managed to finish 5 miles. I walked to cool down. By the time I got home, my legs were tired and sore. I was walking like an old lady bent over.

I made a light lunch since it was around noon. I drank lots of water and ate enough food and satisfied my tummy. I went to take a shower. Note to self, never take a hot shower. I could feel my blood sugar going low and felt like all the energy in my body just vanished. I knew I had to get out quick because I could feel my body shutting down. I screamed for my roommate. She told me to lie on my bed. Before I could get to my bed, I fainted for a good 5 seconds. Yes, that scared the hell out of me. I was able to prop my legs on some pillows and stayed there for quite some time. I learned my lesson big time. Drink lots of water, eat properly, dress comfortably and do not take hot showers after a run. I do not want to go through this again. After much rest, I got up and dressed and went shopping for comfortable summer running clothes. I also went to the grocery store and bought more bottle water and food. I'm feeling much better and know in order to stay healthy I need to feed my body with food with nutritional value and drink the required amount of water. I started taking my vitamins again and plan to stay on track. Although I felt like crap and I learned to push through the pain and finished.

Just a quick recap:

Friday - I ran 4 miles.
Saturday - I ran 2 miles.

Keep pushing hard!

I almost forgot. Saul said something to me today that made me go hmmm..... He said I have to train my body like I'm an athlete. Athlete????? That sounds so foreign to me like it's an entire new language. I've never seen myself as an athlete. One of my co-workers asked me if I was jogging or running a couple of weeks ago and I have to say her question pissed me off. I have to stop thinking like a fat girl and start thinking as a healthy individual. I told her I was running and felt damn good telling her that. How cool would it be to call myself an athlete???!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Friday, April 23, 2010

Week 6: Friday, April 23, 2010

I was reading back to our first month of training and it's amazing how far we both have come. Three weeks ago, I remember how difficult it was for me to run two to four minutes straight and now, I'm pulling at least 23 - 30 minutes and my girl Hua can pull 4.5 miles! It's incredible what one can accomplish with some commitment, self-determination, and a positive attitude! Our biggest challenge isn't the marathon, but it's the changes within ourselves. We can't give up and we won't give up!

Last night, I ran 2 miles in 23 minutes. The 2 mile run is getting better. I'm feeling stronger by the end of each run. Tonight, I'm going to run my 3 miles. It will be tough, but it will be done! Positive thinking equals positive results!



~ Pang

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Thursday, 04/22/10

I have to give a shout out to my girl PangChee. I'm so proud of you!!! 3 miles in 31 minutes. You'll be zipping by me. Keep up the good work. I'm also addicted to the feeling after the run. I remember watching the Biggest Loser and one of the contestants was telling the viewers she was in love with running and ran 10 miles everyday. I thought for sure she was just saying it for television drama, but I have to say I'm starting to love it as well. I look forward to it and also love the feeling afterwards.

I had a tough day. I got complacent with my running workouts. Saul switched it up on me and it shook me up a bit mentally and physically. We stretched first and ran 1.5 mile as a warm up. Little did I know, the second part of the training was going to kick my ass. He had me run up a hill. The hill didn't look that steep, but after 6 runs my legs felt like jello. The first run up the hill was tough and mentally I was breaking down and even said "I can't do this." Yes, I said that. It goes against everything this blog is about. To be honest, I was disappointed with myself. Why? It reminded me of my old self. I thought I got rid of her, but every once in a while she creeps up again. Damn that old Hua, but Saul didn't let me give up. I wasn't able to do 12 laps, but I managed 6 laps. We cooled down with a light run. This running session was a lot harder than the 4.5 mile run last Sunday. I could feel and hear my heart rate rising. Yes, there were tears at the corner of my eyes. Part of it was the wind, debris, and just me mentally trying to beat the negative thoughts. I did it and I'm proud of the 6 laps. It'll get better and I know it'll get tougher. I need it to hurt in order to push past the pain. I ran a total of 3 1/4 mile today. We walked after the run to bring my heart rate at a normal level. By the time I got home and got out of my car, my body was aching. It's still aching right now, but I like the aching feeling because I know I worked hard.

Nothing comes easy otherwise the euphoric feeling after the run wouldn't be as rewarding. I'm at the second stage of my training and I need to mentally talk myself through it. The body will follow the mind. I have to let go of the negative thoughts. Sometimes the mind is slow to catch up with the physical body, but I have to remember I'm not the same girl a year ago. Yes, I can and I will. I'm going to work on it and remind myself not to say "I can't do this." I know I can.

Keep pushing hard! I will too.

Much love,
Hua-

Week 6: Thursday, April 22, 2010

Hua, where are you??? - DON"T GO MIA ON ME:-)

I made my first 3 mile non-stop run last night!!! 3 miles in 31 minutes!!!! It felt so good AFTER the run, but not during the run! I haven't fallen in love with running yet...still waiting for love to hit.....where is cupid? Although I have to admit, I am more in love and addicted to the feeling after the run! The feeling of satisfactory and accomplishment! Don't get me wrong I don't mind running. It's an exercise that I plan on continuing, but I'm still waiting for cupid's arrow!

This morning I went for my morning run, 2 miles in 23 minutes! It was hard getting up this morning. The thought of sleeping 30 extra minutes was so tempting, but I forced my aching body to get out of bed! I'm not a morning person at all, but the morning exercise helps me wake up! My body feels good, my mind is refresh, and I have a lot more energy. Sounds like this may be my next addiction!

~ Pang

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Week 6: Wednesday, April 23, 2010

Last night I ran 2 miles in 24 minutes. It was a tough run. I don't know if it was the heat or the morning run, but I was swimming in sweat!!! By the end of one mile I wanted to give up and walk. The worst part of the run was the last half mile. The sun was strangling me, the wind was no help, and there were no shades at all. But I made it through!

It's going to be a long night:
  1. Yoga. DONE-CHECK!
  2. Work, almost done (30 more min).
  3. 3 mile run.
  4. Church class.
  5. Dinner, homework & bath.
  6. My study time.
  7. Then finally sleep.

Wonder if I can just skip down to number 7...I am exhausted!

~ Pang

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Week 6: Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Last night I ran a total of 3 miles. I ran 2.5 mile, walked for 2 minutes, and ran for another 6 minutes. I'm disappointed that I wasn't able to run the full 3 miles, but I'm determined to accomplish the 3 mile run by the end of the week. This morning I woke up early and went for a morning run. I ran 2 miles in 23 minutes, that's a one minute improvement! Tonight, I'm planning to run another 2 miles and I am done for the day! Tomorrow will be an hour of yoga and my 3 mile run at the lake!

~ Pang

Monday, April 19, 2010

Week 6: Monday, April 19,2010

This is week 6 of training for me. My progress so far has been 2 miles of straight running in about 24 minutes. By the end of the 2 miles, I'm still out of breath, but I believe in time it'll get easier. I have to remember to breathe and sweat it off. So this week's goal is to reach 3 miles of running without any walks in between. Thank you Hua for motivating me to do this half marathon. It scares me still, but I'm learning how to trust myself again. For so long now, I have lost my faith, my strength, and my courage in myself, but with every step I take, it gives me the strength to believe in me again.

Recap:
Friday - We went to the lake and ran 3 miles. I ran with my son and my nephew, so I was able to pull a ten minute run with them, but as soon as we hit the hill, I had to slow it down and help them with their bike and scooter. So I didn't get to push myself as hard I want, but there's always next time.
Saturday - I took my two boys biking for my usual 2 mile run around our neighborhood. I was able to pull 16 minutes of straight running with one minute of walking in between. It's so much harder bringing the kids along on the run, but what can I say, they need the outside sunshine as much as I do!
Sunday was my rest day. I figure I'll give my ankle a rest. Yes it's still acting up, but hopefully it'll get better.

Tonight - My goal is to add another mile to my usual 2 mile run. The sun is still smiling down upon MN, so it's going to be a good run!

~ Pang

Sunday, April 18, 2010

4.5 Miles in Griffith Park

I ran in Griffith Park today and manage to run 4.5 miles. Go me!!!!!!!! The run today was a lot harder than the run on Friday. I'm used to running in the evening when it's cooler and also have given my body the change to wake up. I also ran on a track on Friday, so the terrain was constant and steady with no hills and bumps.

It's beautiful outside in Southern California. The sun was beating against my skin and the heat made the run that much harder. I ran in the morning versus at night and my body is adjusting to the changes. I didn't realize the time you run, weather and terrain could make such a difference in your performance. I pushed through the pain and was reminded by Saul, "Yes you can." There were horses on the trail, so we had to stop running. We didn't want to spook them. Also, there was a huge puddle of water in the middle of the trail, so we had to take a detour and walk up the hill and cross the street to get back on the trail. It's really hard to pick up after you stop. The run is that much harder. When it gets tough and I want to stop running, I'll remember how hard it is to get your body into gear again.

This morning I had half a banana. I didn't want to eat too heavy. That can also affect your performance. I'm always thirsty after a run. Of course, I always have water on hand. I'm home now and just ate an orange and will be eating cereal in a little bit. I'm craving Coffee Bean. I learned to not drink coffee before a workout, because it's slows me down. That's just me. I'm not a nutritionist, so please speak to your doctor before starting any exercise program.

4.5 miles!!!!! Who-hoo!!!!!! I'm that much closer to 13.2 miles. I'll get there. Keep pushing forward!!!!

Much love,
Hua-

Saturday, April 17, 2010

4 Miles!!!!!

I had a great run on Friday. I ran 4 miles non-stop!!!!! Saul told me to pace myself at 13 minutes per mile. I was able to keep the pace and finish. Honest be told, I think I could have gone another mile. I'm getting stronger. My form still needs work, but at least I'm not slouched over by the end of the run. My breathing is getting better. I'm building up my lungs. I'm going to push a little harder next week. I'm going to throw in two runs in the morning next week to see if that will build up my lung capacity. Guess what else??? I finally lost 4 lbs!!!!!! I was stuck at 153 for about 6 weeks and the scale finally budge. I was getting nervous. Every since I started training for the marathon, I'm hungry all the time. Saul said that was normal since I'm working out more often. It means my metabolism is speeding up. I can see the changes on my body as well. I'm feeling positive and the marathon looks feasible. Pangchee sent me the course map and it doesn't look like there are a lot of hills. In order to get clocked in, I have to keep my pace at 16 minutes per mile. I know I can do it. I'm getting stronger each week and I'm discovering that I am an athlete. I'm letting go of old demons and opening a new world of possibilities. I'm a firm believer that change is possible.

Here's a picture of me running the 4 mile on Friday. Courtesy of Saul.

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Friday, April 16, 2010

Week 5: Friday, April 16, 2010

I haven't been outside yet, but the sun is smiling down on MN today! Planning to pack up the kids and head out to the lake for my 3 mile run while the kids bike. Tonight's goal is to run 15 minutes with 1 minute walk in between. I am struggling to get past the 10 minutes, but with time and practice, it will get better.

Recap:
Wednesday - 3 miles (I'll update time later)
Thursday - 2 miles = 27 minutes. 3 min walk then 24 minutes run.

~ Pang

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Thursday, 04/15/10

I met with Saul today for a 2 mile run. I warmed up by walking first and then started the run and finished with a walk for the cool down. I'm feeling awesome. I still need to work on my form and breathing, but overall I'm feeling good. I'm not slouched over by the end of the run, so that's progress. I'm getting stronger physically and mentally every day. I'm preparing my mind for the 4 mile run tomorrow. I'm excited and am up for the challenge. I need to push and work harder to get past the pain. The 5k was tough and that was only 3.2 miles. The half marathon is 13.2 miles and seems like a stretch, but anything is possible.

I'm loving the new shoes. I feel a lot lighter. Perhaps it's all in my head, but as long as I stay positive and focus I'll reach my goal.

Keep moving.

Much love,
Hua-

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Week 5: Wednesday, April 14, 2010

As of yesterday, it has been 6 months since my last cigarette. It feels good to be in control of my body and mind again. That small little poisonous thing had a giant grip on me, but I am free and breathing again!

I'm feeling better about running. I still drag it at times, but I'm pushing through it. I love the feeling of accomplishment afterwards! But my ankle is starting to act up. I may have to find a new route to run around my area. The pavement is uneven and my ankle is aching after each run. Not good.

Recap:
Monday: 2 miles - 30 min. 13 min run/1 walk, then 12 min run.
Tuesday: 2 miles - 27 min. 3 minutes warm up/ 24 min run.

Tonight will be my regular 3 mile run at the lake. I hope there's not many people at the lake. I like to run straight through and not around people every 5 minutes.

~ Pang

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Tuesday, 04/13/10

I made it to the gym today and manage to do the elliptical machine for 25 minutes and the treadmill for 25 minutes. The gym was busy today so there was a time limit. I'm still recovering so I walked on the treadmill versus running. I tried running at 4.5 speed for 5 minutes, but could not keep up. It knocked the wind out of me. I walked instead at a 3.5 speed. My stomach has been giving me issues. I don't want to lose the momentum, but not feeling good has put a damper on my workouts.

I didn't get to write much about the 5k run in Seal Beach. Saul and I arrived 40-45 minutes before the run. We got our tags and walked back to the car to put our T-shirts away. There were over 5,000 participants: babies, young children, teenagers, women, men, and senior citizens. It's amazing to see the running community come together and support each other. Observers and participants were cheering us all on. The neighbors got out of their house and supported the runners.

The first mile into the run, I was feeling pretty good. I was running at a good pace. I could hear my breathing and manage to pace myself with the breathing. I tried to run with my pelvis and chest sticking out. I still need to work on my form. Can I tell you what I don't like about the race? I hate seeing the mile marker and hearing the volunteers yell out the time and mile marker. For me, it makes the run longer. I just want to focus on the run, but can't because every time I reach a mile or 1/2 mile there is something or someone constantly reminding me where I'm at. The clock starts to slow down and mentally I start to slow down.

My breathing was getting heavier by the 2.0 mile marker. My legs were starting to burn, but there were runners strolling their babies ahead of me. No joke! Seriously, I was embarrassed. Young children and senior citizens were passing me up. That motivated me to push harder.

Towards the end of the race, my legs were weak and my breathing got heavier. I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to finish the run. I was letting my mind get the best of me. At one point, I told Saul "I don't think I can do this." He pushed me through it and told me slow down a bit. My legs felt weighed down. The finish line looked so close, but for some reason everything was moving in slow motion for me. I could hear the cheers from the crowd and the music in the background. I started to pick up my pace again. I could see the finish line and the banner. Saul ran with me the entire race and cheered me on. What an amazing trainer!!!!!!! Thank you Saul!!!!!

After crossing the finish line, I felt a little faint and Saul told me to put my arms over my head and to keep moving. We found water and ate half a banana. We continue to walk for another 15 minutes and then headed back to the car to go home. I survived my first 5K run. It was a lot harder than I expected, but I know with time, my lungs and legs will get stronger. This is what I learned from the race: your body will follow the mind. Not only do I need to get physically stronger, but mentally I need to get stronger. Your mind will get the best of you if you let it. I'm going to continue to work on my mental capacity as well as my physical strength. The half-marathon is in 82 days and I'm up for the challenge. Yes, the 3.2 run was tough, but I'll fight through the pain. For all of you out there....keep pushing forward!!

Much love,
Hua-

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Monday, April 12, 2010

Monday, 04/12/10

I'm not feeling too well today. I'm going to take it easy. I'm kind of upset because I don't want any set backs. I'm on a roll and getting sick sucks. I'm just going to rest today and drink lots of fluid. Yesterday, I did manage to go for 1 1/2 hour walk instead of running. My body was sore from Saturday's run. I like feeling that way. Saul took this picture of me running. Check out my legs. They're looking strong and more tone.

Keep pushing forward!

Pang,

Thanks for the shout out! Keep up the good work.

Much love,
Hua-

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Week 5: Mon, April 12,2010

A shout out to my girl Hua!!! Congratulations Hua!!!! Change is possible!!!

So here's a quick recap of week 4:
Friday - 3 miles = 40 mins. 5 min run / 1 min walk.
Saturday - 2 miles = 27 minutes. 1x 8 min run/1 min walk, and finished off with 10 minutes of running.
Sunday - Rest day.

Tonight - Plan is to run my usual 2 mile run around my neighborhood. Planning to hit 12 minutes of running!!!!

~ Pang

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Saturday, 04/10/10 - 5K Run in Seal Beach, CA

I did it!!!!!!! I ran the 5K run in Seal Beach today. It took me roughly 32-35 minutes. I will check my time tonight, but Saul said my average time per mile was anywhere between 9.5 to 10.5 minutes. I'm pretty proud of myself. I got really tired towards the end and felt like giving up, but Saul pushed me through it. Thank you Saul!!!!! It was harder than I expected, but will put in more work. I plan on running another 5k and possible a 10K before the half marathon.

Keep pushing forward!

Much love,
Hua-

Saul just checked my time online and I finished the 5K in 33 minutes and 20 seconds. It's not 30 minutes, but I'll take it!!!!

Me after the 5K run.

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Saul and I after the 5K run.

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Friday, April 9, 2010

Friday, 04/09/10

Today, I met with Saul and had a lighter workout since the 5K is tomorrow. First we walked for about 25 minutes and ran for a mile at a conversational pace. He didn't want me to over do it. We finished by doing some drills: running at a fast pace at a short distance. Three weeks ago, I know I wouldn't have been able to even run a mile. It's amazing to see the progress and to see what the body and mind can do when you allow yourself to believe. I'm on a roll and plan to stay motivated. Tomorrow will be a harder workout, but like Saul said, "You've done the work. You did it last weekend. You'll do it again tomorrow and have fun."

Much Love,
Hua-

Pang,

I'm so proud of you. 2 miles is awesome and kudos on 10 minute non-stop running!!! Keep it up!

Hua-

Week 4: April 9,2010

Yesterday I ran 2 miles in 30 minutes. The time is not great, but I'm not shooting for time yet. Just trying to learn how to run and breath at the same time. I ran 2 sets of 5 min run/1 min walk and then I finish off with 10 straight minutes of running!!! 10 minutes...what an accomplishment for me! I didn't expect to hit that mark yet, but I did. Now the challenge is on!

Tonight, my son has church class, so I'm planning to head out to the lake and run my 3 miles. Trying to pull 5 minutes run/ 1 min walk. Oh and I'll be testing out my new heart rate monitor watch!!! Can't wait!

Hua - You'll finish that 5k in 30 minutes, 10 minutes per mile! You can do it!

~ Pang

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Thursday, 04/08/10

Sorry for not checking in yesterday. I went to the gym yesterday and walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes. I was done for the night.

Today, I met with Saul and we walked around the park for 30 minutes and ran for a mile and a half. For some reason I was not able to do more. I'm not sure if I overexerted myself at the gym this past week. I'm still pump for the 5K run on Saturday. I will be meeting with Saul again tomorrow and will run for only one mile and do some stretches. That's it. He says it's important to rest the night before the run. I'm feeling good and know that 3.2 miles is attainable. I did it last Saturday and I'll do it this Saturday.

I was hoping to drop some weight these past three weeks since I've been training, but nothing so far. I'm not discourage. I see more definition in my arms and believe it or not, my legs look smaller. I'll just keep pushing forward.

Keep moving.

Much love,
Hua-

4th week: April 8, 2010

Yesterday I went for a 3 mile run/walk and I am feeling good! The run was awesome and I did it!!!! I ran for 4 minutes straight with a 1 min walk in between!!! I have been struggling to push my body pass 4 minutes for 2 weeks now and I finally did it. Yay for me! I know 4 minutes is no biggie, but it sure is for an ex-smoker! I am pumped!!!

~ Pang

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

4th Week: April 7, 2010

Sorry for not updating, but it's been one heck of a week....

So here's a quick recap...the last day that I ran was last Thursday, so that's 5 days that I missed out on! This is bad, but I'm starting back up tonight! Going for a 3 mile walk/run...can't wait. I'm having such a difficult time running more than 3 minutes. Maybe I should consider doing other forms of exercise besides just walking/running. Would that help me build my endurance? If so, that means that I will have to join a gym very soon because the clock is ticking!

Work drives me nuts, the bills drive me crazy, but my babies makes me happy! If only I can fall in love with running soon....very soon!!!

Hua, I am so proud of you! You are my motivation, I keep moving because of you! Good luck with the 5k this weekend! I know you will be awesome! I will be waiting for the pictures to be posted! Call me this weekend and let me know how it went!

~ Pang

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tuesday, 04/06/10

Pang, where are you? How are you doing?

Today, I ran on the treadmill for 10 minutes and walked for another 10 minutes. I was on the eliptical machine for 20 minutes. That was it. I was done for the night. Wish I could have ran longer, but the gym was super busy and there's a 20 minute time limit during busy hours. I had a 40 minute work out session. I want to get up early tomorrow and go for a run. I always set my clock but can't manage to get out of bed. I'll try again tomorrow.

Everything in my life is great except for work, but I refuse to let work consume my thoughts and joys. I just think about how good I"m going to feel after my workout. I look forward towards the end of the day, so I can get my exercise groove on.

Every since the running, my body has been changing. My arms are looking better and more tone. My legs are stronger. Believe it or not, my stomach and waist feels smaller. It'll only get better with time.

Keep pushing forward!

Much love,
Hua-

Monday, April 5, 2010

Monday, 04/05/10

How are you moving today?????

Me....

I have a training schedule I have to stick to. I did 20 minutes on the eliptical machine, 30 minutes on the treadmill at 4.6 speed, and 15 minutes on the stair climbers. I was drenched in sweat. Feels good. Overall, the workout was pretty positive. I didn't get the chance to cool down, so will do some leg stretches tonight and ab work.

The 5K run is this weekend. I'm super excited. My trainer Saul said I could do it in 30 minutes, but I have to push myself. I'm going to pump my cardio workouts this week so I don't burn out so quickly.

I'll post some pictures of the marathon on Saturday.

Keep moving,
Hua-

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sunday, 04/04/10 - Happy Easter!

I woke up this morning and had a protein shake with frozen strawberries, peaches and half a banana. It's my day to choose whatever kind of exercise I want to do. I decided to go running. I stretched my legs for 10 minutes, walked for 5 minutes and ran for 25 minutes and cool down for 5 minutes. I feel pretty good. I still need to practice on my form and breathing, but am very happy with the progress.

Happy Easter everyone! I met my cousin, baby niece and some friends in Venice Beach for brunch. The ocean breeze felt nice but a little cold for my blood. I know....I'm originally from Minnesota. My blood has thinned out throughout the years. I'm spoiled with the Southern California weather.

Hope you all are moving.

Much love,
Hua-

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Saturday, 04/03/10

I ran 3 miles today non-stop. Can you believe it? It was my personal goal to get to 3 miles by the end of this week and I accomplished it. It took me 38 minutes. A year ago, this would not have been possible with the extra 76 lbs I was carrying. Today, I stand firm when I say "Change is Possible." Thank you Saul!!!!! I also have to thank Paul Joseph. I wouldn't be able to do this with the both of them.

What keeps you moving? What keeps you motivated? For me, I remember the first time I worked out with PJ. I worked out hard and by the end of the workout I couldn't move my legs and my legs started to cramp. Next thing I know, I'm on the floor and passed out for 30 seconds. I've seen contestants on the Biggest Loser black out and did not believe it. I thought it was all staged for television. Little did I know, it's real. I never want to go back there, but I also never want to forget. It keeps me humble and keeps me motivated.

Keep pushing forward! You can do it.

Much love,
Hua-

Friday, April 2, 2010

Friday, 04/02/10

My body is aching. I finished my workout with Saul an hour ago. I walked for 25 minutes to warm . We started jogging at an even pace for a couple of minutes then I had to keep up with Saul for 1 minute and continue the whole cycle again. My legs were burning. My legs felt heavy the entire time, but by the end of the run it loosen up. I ran 2 miles in 22 minutes and 56 seconds. That's better than my last 2 mile run. I haven't been able to keep my breathing at an even pace. I'm still breathing really hard and hope that it'll get better by next week. Running outdoors is a lot harder than running on the treadmill. Although I have to say I really like running on the treadmill. By the time I got home, my body was hurting. I definitely took my time getting out of the car.

I'm meeting Saul again for another training session. Bring it on. I'm so proud of myself. These past two weeks have been hard but definitely worth the pain.

I need to practice my form and remember to keep my hands at waist level and stick my pelvis out and stand straight instead of slouch over. I'm determine to have this down so it becomes second nature.

Keep moving.

Much love,
Hua-

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Thursday, 04/01/10

Can you believe it's already April 1st? The marathon is just right around the corner. I didn't get a chance to check in yesterday. Tip: Never go out running a full stomach!!!!! I was not able to run, so I walked instead. It's was my lazy day and I walked 45 minutes.

Today, I met with my runner trainer Saul. I warmed up by walking around the park for 45 minutes. Instead of running at the park, I ran on a treadmill. This is the first time I did this. I have to say it's easier to run on a treadmill than on grass/concrete. I breathe a lot harder when I'm running outside vs. on a treadmill. Don't get me wrong, I still worked up a sweat, but why was I so scared of the treadmill before. There was no reason to be scared at all. I walked for the first 5 minutes then ran on the treadmill for the next 25 minutes at a 5.2 speed. I'm feeling pretty good and will start to run on the treadmill more often to build up my endurance and speed. We ended the session with core work focusing on my stomach muscles. It's important because as I get tired during the race my body will start to slouch and the core work will help me stay in an upright position. Who knew??? I'm learning something new each day. I had another non scale victory (NSV). For the first time I was able to lift my legs my up laying on my back going up and down. That was pretty cool. Never doubt yourself, change is possible.

I registered for the 5K run in Seal Beach, CA on 04/10/10. Saul will be running with me. Wish me luck!

Hope you all are moving!

Much love,
Hua-